How Blue Can One Be...
Hi People. So sorry for the lack of blogging. I have been ultra busy, at least I try to make people think that I am...Okay but seriously. I am currently at my brother's looking after my niece and it is going really well. Jayden was an absolute doll tonight. We cuddled read a book and she went to bed so easy. She hasn't done that since she was 6 months old. It was really nice. Then I talked to a certain someone who makes my day when I talk to him. Except that I was a little sad when I talked to him tonight, because he isn't coming to Vermilion unitl Friday afternoon now. The original plan was to come on Thursday night (which Ashley didn't know about, sorry) and I was really excited about that. But I think that I will be okay. I am going to take the time to attempt to blog like I used to. With computer access and not 5 other girls sitting around me, maybe I can get some good work done. So here we go.
As of lately I have been really really emotional. I am not kidding. A lot of stuff makes me cry lately. With this knowledge I have decided that I truly detest long distance relationships. I get really sad sometimes when I can't see Mike. Now some people might not understand that (like Ashley...ha ha) but that is how I feel. I know that everything will work and it will all be okay, but sometimes I just get sad. I especially find it hard to leave when I go to Calgary, or for Mike to leave when he comes to Vermilion. I think that it should start to get better soon. The good thing is that I am doing both of my practicums in Calgary now. If that is where I will reside when my education at Lakeland College is finished, then I would like to get my foot in the door and possibly land a job out of it. It just so happens that I have a super nice aunt and uncle who are allowing me to live with them while all of this goes on. How great. Thanks for that.
I also find that school is pretty stressful. I have more assignments than last year and they are harder too. I also have these plans of doing better in school than I did last year. Not saying that I did poorly, because the school just nominated me for the Jason Lang Memorial Scholarship (which was pretty nice). But I find myself slacking off lately. Mostly because I tend to be tired after work and school. I just need to motivate myself and get back on track. I can do it. School is also a little stressful on me because we are doing so pretty intimate stuff. I am taking a counselling class that tends to get all my emotions a stirring. And we have an ethics class that leaves me thinking about stuff everyday. I think it is really good for me, but it is pretty hard sometimes. Some family background stuff comes up and some beliefs stuff, but I stand my ground and do pretty good explaining my position. But it makes me emotional. It also doesn't help that I am a girl.
Anyways, wedding plans are getting underway and I am starting to worry a little less about it. I think that things will work out. Ok, I know they will. So that is nice. For all who are planning to attend, I hope that it proves to be a good time.
One thought that is sorta weighing on me is the thought of baptism. And what a coincidence that I start writing about this, and some babies are getting baptized on Gilmore Girls. Anyways, I haven't made any final desicions, but lets just say I got a gut feeling about it on Sunday at church.
I am not quite sure what else to say. To be honest, I feel like I have lost my blogging skills. It has been such a long time since I have written a good blog and I truly think that this one isn't satisfactory. So many thoughts in my head about what school work I can do tonight before I fall asleep and keeping an ear open for Jayden. I sure love that kid. On that note. Goodnight. Oh, and love. Cara
As of lately I have been really really emotional. I am not kidding. A lot of stuff makes me cry lately. With this knowledge I have decided that I truly detest long distance relationships. I get really sad sometimes when I can't see Mike. Now some people might not understand that (like Ashley...ha ha) but that is how I feel. I know that everything will work and it will all be okay, but sometimes I just get sad. I especially find it hard to leave when I go to Calgary, or for Mike to leave when he comes to Vermilion. I think that it should start to get better soon. The good thing is that I am doing both of my practicums in Calgary now. If that is where I will reside when my education at Lakeland College is finished, then I would like to get my foot in the door and possibly land a job out of it. It just so happens that I have a super nice aunt and uncle who are allowing me to live with them while all of this goes on. How great. Thanks for that.
I also find that school is pretty stressful. I have more assignments than last year and they are harder too. I also have these plans of doing better in school than I did last year. Not saying that I did poorly, because the school just nominated me for the Jason Lang Memorial Scholarship (which was pretty nice). But I find myself slacking off lately. Mostly because I tend to be tired after work and school. I just need to motivate myself and get back on track. I can do it. School is also a little stressful on me because we are doing so pretty intimate stuff. I am taking a counselling class that tends to get all my emotions a stirring. And we have an ethics class that leaves me thinking about stuff everyday. I think it is really good for me, but it is pretty hard sometimes. Some family background stuff comes up and some beliefs stuff, but I stand my ground and do pretty good explaining my position. But it makes me emotional. It also doesn't help that I am a girl.
Anyways, wedding plans are getting underway and I am starting to worry a little less about it. I think that things will work out. Ok, I know they will. So that is nice. For all who are planning to attend, I hope that it proves to be a good time.
One thought that is sorta weighing on me is the thought of baptism. And what a coincidence that I start writing about this, and some babies are getting baptized on Gilmore Girls. Anyways, I haven't made any final desicions, but lets just say I got a gut feeling about it on Sunday at church.
I am not quite sure what else to say. To be honest, I feel like I have lost my blogging skills. It has been such a long time since I have written a good blog and I truly think that this one isn't satisfactory. So many thoughts in my head about what school work I can do tonight before I fall asleep and keeping an ear open for Jayden. I sure love that kid. On that note. Goodnight. Oh, and love. Cara
posted by Cara @ 9:50 PM
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